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23 November 2008 @ 12:53 pm
I think I was born on the wrong coast sometimes. I would prolly be much happier in SoCal than where I am now(NYC- Long Island). Everything seems to be a rat race here, everything over there just seems to be so laid back and perfect. Perfect weather, perfect girls, perfect houses, perfect cars, and perfect beaches. Of course I love NYC and I would drop everything to live there in a heartbeat, but I'd also do the same for L.A. I'm starting to think after college I'm going to apply to jobs here and in Socal. Which ever one gives me the best oppertunity for growth and of course the most money, will decide where I am going to live.

Some pictures.PICS OF LACollapse )
So Which do you guys prefer Los Angeles/Socal vs New York City area.

Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
11 October 2008 @ 06:27 pm
I'm depressingly scared of college. I cry once or twice a week thinking about it. I don't know how it would be, its just so different and foreign than what I'm used to. I look like I'm 12 so I feel like that's going to hinder me from making new friends, and having girlfriends and the works. I don't know man. I really don't know anymore.

I also need to gain 60lbs by next year. Which is never going to happen. =[

06 October 2008 @ 03:54 pm
I had the most fun with my friends, I've ever had this past weekend. I wish I can show you the photo's I took, but I can't find my cameras usb cable. Don't worry though, I'm going to post up pictures my friends took.

Friday Night: Pep Rally. Ayesha, Denica and I chilled at Denica's house untill it was time to go to pep rally. The pep rally was really good especially the step team and streamers. I like a girl on the streamers, and when my school is done casting MTV MADE you will be able to see her most likely. (Or maybe even me walking by =] )After the pep rally we all went to Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins ( one of long islands famous hang out spots for teens lmao) where Denise had ex boyfriend stalking issues. But honestly that just added on to the fun.

Saturday: Homecoming. WE WON! For like the first time I've been in HIgh School the team actually won a game. Incredible. I think its because we are graduating this year and they wanted to give it there all. We beat Great Neck South I think, with a 28 to 8 lead.
Now For The Pictures.Collapse )
Senior year is going by fast for me. But I'm loving it since I can't wait till I go to college. How are yall senior year going?

01 October 2008 @ 06:15 pm
I have  no idea on what I'm going to write my college essay on. The biggest problem is that this assignment is already 1 day over due, and i had the whole holiday break (Rosh Hashana) to do this and I save it for the last minute. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm failing AP Spanish. I'm doing horribly in Phsyics. I think I'm losing weight, which being 105lbs is pretty unhealthy. I'm depressed. :( Writing this is making me even more stressed. I will write another entry with pictures later.
03 September 2008 @ 04:35 pm
All I have to say is. School was wack.

I'm going to leave it to that untill Friday/Saturday where I can provide more insight.
28 August 2008 @ 08:50 pm
After much changes I finally have my schedule. Even if it is not the way I wan't it to be, it is still alright. I don't have lunch with any of my friends so I don't know what I'm going to do because of that. Well here it is.

P1: Human Anatomy
P2: Physics Lab then the other day free period.
P3: Physics
P4: Gym then the other day Free period
P5: PreCalculus
P6: Lunch =/
P7: AP Spanish Language
P8: Part Govt/Eco
P9: English 4

Hopefully this year doesn't go by too quick. I meet new friends, that actually like to hang out, I experience new things, and I get my permit.

/offtopic: I hate my grammer. I don't feel like my sentences flow right.
24 August 2008 @ 08:29 pm
I love love love going to the beach. Its one of the best things about living on Long Island. Today I went to Jones Beach, to enjoy my last days of summer. The waves were mad high for no reason, but that adds adventure to it. Well I don't really have anything to say so I took some pictures.

Look how big the waves are compared to the people. That guy fell down after the wave passed. haha.


I wished I lived there. Its a store/shower place, but I would take this mansion and fix it up. A nice summer home.

Current Mood: happyhappy
21 August 2008 @ 04:52 pm
Nothing really has happened so far. I'm just waiting for school to start (Sept 3). I can't wait to be a senior but I really don't feel like going thru the whole college admission process. Plus I don't really want to have to pick between colleges. =[ I just want all that to be done for me.  Speaking of school I went clothes shopping, but I really couldn't get anything since money isnt good. I only got 3 t-shirts, and 3 pairs of jeans. I didn't even get any new sneakers, hopefully I pick some up before school starts. Sometimes I wish I lived in a preppier area, so I wouldn't have to buy all these urban clothes which tend to be too expensive for what I think they are worth. If it was up to me I would wear a t-shirt, hoodie, jeans, and flip flops if the weather is nice. Or some chucks if its cold. But nooo, where I live thats laughable and people will call me "white". I hate that. How can somebody be "white". How can I be a color. How can I like "white" music. Things just would be easier if I was in fact white.

Where the hell did all this come from? Let me stop before I go in a bigger rant.
05 August 2008 @ 04:59 pm
There is absolutely nothing for me to do, or write about right now. So I took some pictures to pass time.

The concept seemed better. When I go home, I'm going to see if I can find my old polaroid and hopefully it has film. So look forward to those. I should be updating regularly once I get home and start hanging out with friends, since that should provide some sort of drama. 
02 August 2008 @ 03:12 pm
I get to go home in 2 weeks. August 12th is when I get to go back to Long Island. I can't wait I miss my mom and my friends. Speaking of friends hanging out with them was ok on Wednesday. Wasn't as fun as I thought it would be tho. Every time we go to Ayesha's house we tend to be bored, because she makes it really awkward for us. As soon as we sit down shes like "so what do you guys want to do". I don't know but it was better than being home doing nothing.

I was supposed to go to Adventureland today but it decided to rain this morning. So now my dad doesn't want to take us. Honestly this summer was better than last summer but it's still boring compared to other summer's when I was younger. I need to go back to school, senior year is going to be a blast hopefully. Except for the whole college admissions process, my list has changed drastically since the last post. Some of those schools aren't even on my list anymore for certain reasons. Is it wrong that I use live journal as a way to research colleges? I type there names into the interest box and I see what people have to say about them. >.< I also use youtube and flickr to see what the students are like and what the campus looks like. Haha. I'm so backwards. It seems like going to a beautiful campus is more important to me than a school that has good academics. 

I really have nothing to say. It's been a boring week.
Current Mood: boredbored